Focus: oct 29, 2013

Thoughts on the brain at 1:00 am: in relationships, everyone has issues to be dealt with. At the end of the day, I shouldn't ask myself how I feel, I should ask myself, "Did I chose to love in every moment, the way God does... Did I choose to love, even when walking away would have felt better... Did I choose to love, when I was treated wrong... Did I choose to love in a way that isn't reflective of one's behavior, but instead  sheds light in one's darkness?" This whole marriage journey isn't about my spouse's behavior and me giving love when I am pleased, it's about me focusing on what I can do as his wife that is pleasing to God...